clueless?

I’m having a hard time writing a follow up sa blog that I just started couple of days ago.
Or should I say umaandar lang ulit yung katamaran ko.
At wala ako maisip isulat.haha.

But seriously im quite busy lately sa trabaho..
Sunday and Monday were both 8 hours of work.
While Tuesday will be 12 hours.
Yeah 12 hours.
Poor me.
poor poor me.

Im so tired of my line of work.
I so want to do other things..

Well enough with the ranting about my lousy work..
Pag naiisip ko lalo ako nababadtrip.
Anyhow.

I have this long lasting contract of 3 years lang naman.
By that time I will be 25.
And I remember telling that when I reach that time
“ill be financially stable” maraming maraming pera.
“ill have my own house” that me and my lovelove live in.
“ nagwowork na ko sa GMA or ABS-CBN” as a researcher sa news and current affairs.
And the list goes on..

But reality check.
Im turning 23 this August.
I’m in dubai .
And all that I can call my own possession..
Uhmm… wala ata ako maisip.
Wala nga…

natapos ang unang taon ko dito sa dubai without any savings.
What I earned were just
The unlimited amount of heat from the sun.

and

The belly that’s getting bigger and bigger.

hay.
I’m completely out of track.
Pero tinutuwid ko na naman na yung sarili ko ngayon.
Kaya nga prinomise ko sa sarili ko na di na ko magiging tamad.
Ewan ko nga ba minsan hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko.
Kaya pag dumadating sa puntong naiinis na ko sa araw ko
Isa lang ang solusyon ko:

TULOG