ouch!

i received an email from someone special tonight.
it's a message from the philippines.
it's nothing that i expected.
and i was sad.

it's a break up mail.
i balled my eyes like for the second im reading.
we've been almost a year and a few months or so.
i guess long distance relationship is tough.

nakapangako pa naman ako sa sarili ko that
as much as possible i will make this work.
after all it's my very first real relationship.
real..

galing ako sa isang broken family
thats why i know how hard it's been loosing someone that
you love so dearly.

everything is not going well.
and again it's getting dark from where i am.
if i could just skip the pain part.

i wasn't supposed to write tonight
and im not expecting that i will write this part on my blog.
my 3rd post.
breakup post.